After running the Harpoon 5 miler and spending several hours on the porch I realized that it was coming close to sundown. I had come to the realization that I wanted to see the sun set on Spy Pond in Arlington. I've been noticing that there are several people in my live that are moving on to fulfill their dreams in different places. It is somewhat of a sad moment for me but I have seen other suns set which I've woke to see a new sunrise again. There are certain things that I have to say to certain people and I must not have fear. I must not have fear because I have to escape this limbo. That is my state at the moment. It's no fun. I don't know what changes will happen between now and Chicago but they will happen and I have to accept them. There will be a lot of sunsets at this point. However, I am not for sure if I will chase all of them. Some of them strangers will push me to go faster but I can't always expect that. Sometimes I will need to find that voice that was there with me from mile 19 to 20 of the Eastern States.
Right now my objective is to be courageous and not be afraid of the water. Right now it's time and everything happens in it right time. I need to catch the sun.
